Poetry on the Behance Network

Poetry on the Behance Network

UNTITLED 2

I cannot live without you.
I feel so Incomplete & Worthless without you.
I keep having bad dreams.
I feel miserable here, feeling all alone.
Take me away from here, take me in your arms & kiss me

I want you so badly my love
I am frustrated
I love you so much I cant explain.
I want to run and come to u
You bring so much love in my life, I want to thank you for everything
for making me sane
For allowing me to love you

I feel desparate to have you
I cant imagine you with anyone else
Yes i am jealous

I love u so much

I am living in the past
I want to run away with you into silence
away from everything In a world with love & happiness

I MISS YOU MY LOVE

Blurred feelings
Dreamy eyes
Wet vision
Comes Alive

Thinking the past
Never thought
A new feeling
Will set it forth

Chilly winters
Never felt the same
Relation was born
Everything still remains

Life changing experience
Brought me closer
A new Feeling
Told by her

A dreamer
In a dream world
Never thought
It would end like this

Distance was destiny
Destiny was Life
Brave soul
Would keep us alive

Feel of her
Felt like death
Past is what
All I have

These are my last days
Hold no gain
Her thought makes me
Wanna live again

I am a victim
A murderer to my self
Nothing in hand
Is all what I have

With all the luck
Loads of Wishes
Pool of Wealth
Power of Dishes

Possible impossible
Why Did I let her go?
My heart was my Failure
I will have to slow?

Dream will not let me live
Death is nearby
I will miss you my love
And soon I shall fly

Unspoken words
Will die with me
And you will Live forever
In my dreams

SNIPPETS

Waiting
When the grey turns green on skype
Looking
When the face book show some sign

Sleeping
On the your bed
Makes me believe
That you are near me

Look at you
Right in front of my eyes
A small kid with innocent eyes
Asking me to love her

My body is oozing out
Love for you, Love to you
And I can’t control anymore
I will burst soon if don’t see you

I want to own you
Only mine
Sitting so far, beyond my reach
I sometime don’t feel that you are mine

I want to take care
Like I always do
See you grow
Is all I wish?


Oh God give me strength
Not to live without you
But to be with you now
And never leave you ever

I am really hurt
Painful than our break up
It feels like I am dying
On slow poison

I don’t want to die
Please take me my love
With you, in your dreams
Forever

I don’t want to write anymore
Nor I want to speak
All I want to be with you
And grow old

Goal
Dreams
Life
Breathe
Were meaningless words
Till you defined it for me

I don’t want anything
But you
To keep you happy
Is my only reason to live?

ALL I WANT IS YOU

I wait for you
I love you so much
I curse that day when you left me all alone
Everything around me reminds me of you
I will always love you
unconditionally
forever

please come to me for once
let me look at you
I miss you
I dont know what to do
Life without you is lifeless ordinary

Good night my love
I m coming closer to you

I want to marry you more than ever
Promise that you will never leave
I cant imagine my life without you

Your husband is praying for your good health & good luck charm
May you bless with all the joy, happiness & luck

I think of you every second
I will keep you happy
I promise

My dear wife I love you very very much
and want you to see you smile.

I m sorry my love is outrageous and going beyond measures.

My words are repeating but my feelings are as big as oceans

YOU ARE THE ONE I NEED

I am a silent man
All I want is to speak
With you I feel
You are the one I need

The rhythm was heard
Your presence was felt
Eyes Struck
And the hearts melt

Emotion can’t be suppressed
I feel like expressing it
I keep telling myself
You are the one I need

I am just a boy
Wanting a girl to love me
Keep me in her arms
And never let it free

Let the world knows
About her dreams
My beautiful girlfriend
You are the one I need

UNTITLED 1

I was Self-centered until you made Noble
I was Silent until you gave me Words
I was Deaf until I listen to your Voice
I was Nice until you made me Special
I was Confused until you made me Simple
I was a Nomad until you gave me a Dream

I have been running all my life and
then you came in my life to show me
how to enjoy every moment,
friends, food, family, animals, nature, books,
and above all moments of life.

MY WRITINGS IN 2006

Theme: -- Conflict of Flesh and the Spirit
Improvisation!!!
Movement Choreography
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVKjZUxUUts


S Y N O P S I S........
Initial thought process.

THIS IS A WORK OF MIND
Music is the source and destination is the free Spirit--which is nothing but the life of the Soul.
Music instigates the Mind by concentration and this concentration creates Alpha Waves in the Brain. These waves help to reduce anxiety by producing responses and give a sense of Tranquillity. This pacifies mind and the process of healing begins.

Then with the help of neuromuscular nerves the reaction sends messages through Brain and thus controls the Body and its Physical form.

Out of the body experience:--
Music evokes emotions to such a high density that slowly the Mind converts or transfers the message to the Body.

And then Body starts governing the Mind. Slowly Body overpowers Mind and throws the Mind out the Body. Thus the Mind sees the Body from outside. Mind is shut first in the conscious state and then transcends into unconsciousness.

Thus the physical form or matter just becomes the manifestations that rule the Body. In such a situation, Mind is lost in time and space.

Body overpowers because the Body then transforms into 4th dimension.
Our Body, Mind and Soul constitute a part of 3rd dimension.

Achievement:--

What I want to achieve?
Body slowly transforms from sub-conscious state to super-conscious state, the deep state of thoughtlessness. First Mind become thoughtlessness, and doesn't remember anything whatever happens after this. Then slowly Body becomes thoughtlessness and Body doesn't know at this stage what is its own state?

Slowly the body will crash and get sucked onto the Mother Earth, source of both positive and negative energies and finally it becomes submissive.

I'll achieve the Spirit--Spiritual movement that every pregnant women experience as it depicts the drums beating inside. Experiences that we can relate to.

This Spirit will create AESTHETICS- the language that communicates which has its own vocabulary and that can be understood by anyone and therefore AESTHETICS is not understanding for the artists alone. This AESTHETICS will lead to the formation of a Fine Art which forms the expressions of Human Affairs and these Affairs can be the expressions of external understanding or personification of internal feelings which will bring out the Internal to Reality.

THINK.....!!!!

I don't want people to see my costumes, the lights and neither the physical form nor the silhouette of the Body. I want them to see Inner ME--The Spirit. This very Spirit will evoke the emotions and will lead to the rise in the Spirit of the people and then the whole of the Air will be in Awe of it. Then the non-verbal form of communication with the Spirit will happen where the Bodies will soon stagnate.

Final Attempt:--
An attempt where Subtle (dreams) will become Gross (awake) and gross will become Cozen (deep sleep).
By the end of the day what I want to achieve is pleasure. Pleasure which will help me in losing my very own self, i.e.

Pratik Chaudhri, to have No Identity at all.
I am Myself only, Pratik Chaudhri just fit in to me. It’s a belonging that I will be carrying either till infinity or till I want to…......

MY WRITINGS IN 2005

Share the joy of Movement to the uplifting Music and meet your Inner natural dancer as one gradually soars into a playful explosion of free dance Photography.

We at AsHuNyA were always intrigue by logic how movement Arts can be captured through Stills…..

Conceptualizing for this project started couple of months back until we decided to run it through. The decision was tough as to how to execute it.

The Idea was very simple to work with like-minded innovative people with a sense of uniqueness in each one of them. We want to make it a collaboration of diverse and creative minds at work in the best possible manner…

With so many ingenious minds at work together, the result will be stupendous. Everyone is creative was the Only thing I knew.....
It's an EXPERIMENTAL SHOOT that aims to find the result of the union of two art forms photography and dance.

This lead to the final conclusion: -
WORKS OF 4 ARTISTIC PHOTOGRAPHERS......
On the creation Titled: - MOVING into STILLNESS ……
It's sheltered under AsHuNyA

Nothing in life is a miracle or destiny…it's a calculative move that come together and becomes the final product only when one is ready for it—Pratik

MY WRITINGS IN 2004

Movement Arts:
For the first time in 2004 when I was exposed to Movement Arts I was drawn by the sheer inquisitiveness of the possibilities of how our body can manoeuvre in all possible ways. Sometimes wondered with a thought how the creator had shaped our immaculate body to Feel, Sense and reciprocate any emotion in the form of movement.

Now I have realized that dance or any other Art form is very personal form of expression which can’t be instructed upon but can only be pushed beyond limits.

Dance especially among other disciplines of Art is much more than just physical and mental expression of Thoughts, Ideas and Expression.

Its involvement captivates both the mental and physical aspects to a higher plane of Happiness, Satisfaction and Spiritual gratification.

The passage may be different from individual to In-diVi-DuAL but in the end the destination is the same --- Exploration of SELF to SELF.

Curious by nature, we all are intrigued by the potential that we possess….We always challenge & surprise our limits and over the period of time we have proved that there is always something more to us, that we are capable of.

And it is this passion which is a manifestation of life.